6.

the worst feeling in the world is what i feel right now. i have nothing to do. nothing.


this extreme boredom is leaving me with a sense of delirium; yes, like the restaurant. yum, food.


most of my friends are in some sort of vacation, the others are just like me. we are all tired of doing nothing.

we go to the beach and do nothing, go to condado and do nothing, go to san juan and do nothing, we just lay around all day, doing nothing.
how can there be nothing to do?
i go online and do nothing, i go outside to do nothing, i go to plaza and do nothing.

memories of summer 08': nothing.
goddamn nothing.

there's nothing on tv, no one to talk to; other than my dog. and even my dog is tired, of nothing.

5.

you think i'm immature? let me give you a valid reason then.

i have been around in the dating scene, from the myspace drama queen to the mafu. i have never regretted dating any one of them; even though it didn't work out in the end, each relationship was special in it's own way.

but, then there's you. you went from best friend, to much more than that, to smart ass ex in just three months, way to go! i had never regretted dating anyone, until now.

as you say, maybe i'm slightly immature, sure. at least my way of confronting a person "like me" is not bashing through a drunken text message. that was real mature on your part, wasn't it?

thanks for fucking up, asshole.

-much love, fico.

4.

he thinks he dumped me.

ha!

3.

do you know what annoys me? facebook.

i hate it when random people add you and then ask you why you added them? HELLO! you added me, retard.

also, when they ask stupid stuff like "what is your name", "where do you study", "tell me about you"

it's like, dude; if you added me, take the time to read my profile. it is there for a reason, and i did not put all that effort into it for nothing.

btw, if you just add me to criticize, feel free to press ctrl + f4

2.

in the past couple of months i have noticed how me and my friends mostly just talk about college.

"OMG! no he llenado el common application!" "me llego una carta de HARVARD!!"
"2399 no es suficienteee" "no se si entrar por pre-med, o por arte"

this is an example of what i am talking about. there are so many tests to be taken, and the fear of having to study in puerto rico! everyone is more focused on the sat, the act and taking as many ap classes than on having fun this summer. i agree that our future is important, but we cannot obsess over it. we are going to be tired of college even before getting there.

"can you imagine not getting that scholarship??" "you can't go to yale with THAT gpa" "do you think twelve clubs are enough for a decent transcript?"

hey guys, let's just go to the beach and chill.

1.

one cloudy night; two love birds[san german, puerto rico] joined in love and formed me, fico. they had no idea what they got themselves into. this kid is now seventeen years young, and has learned much in his short life. considerably mature[except for the pokemon obssesion], he has gotten through life without considerable conflict with others. he loves his dysfunctional[yet functional] family[mom, dad, and three little brothers]. he studies in a distinguished school full of drama and corruption, even in the administration. he is known for being witty and sarcastic, yet adorable. deep down, he truly does care what people think about him. image is all. he is a cool kid, please get to know him better. you may have heard gossip about this boy; most is true, but you be the judge. he is not the smartest kid in class, not the fastest, nor the strongest; but he certainly is the coolest. the future is full of immense possibilities for him, let's see where this roulette takes him.